enough IS ENOUGH

gosh!! .. how to be cruel to be kind?????

HOW!!??!!

i was calm and compose BUT .... nooo .... you still push your luck ...
darn!! and you know what.. that's it.. i am going to be a real meanie and cold turkey from now on... YOU'LL SEE.. !!!!

i waited patiently for you to finish your work.

i even sent a very sweet note to remind you, to let ME know, when you have completed your task.. BUT... noooo... you disappeared without a trace, leaving me waiting silly ...

darn!!.. and you know what... that's it.. an eye for an eye.. don't care who goes blind..

i will let you wait tenfolds from now on.....YOU'LL SEE.. !!!!

get off my back You Monster!!!

you barged in the middle of the night into my life.
almost scarily sweet but nightmarish.
too many times too persisting..
i wish i can say "NO" to your silly invasions
but
it is not in my nature to disappoint and crush your dreams.

i am waiting for the dust to settle
and hoping you will slowly get over me
and move on to your next real dreamer ..... and THIS i really mean it....

Love of Pi

i could still remember that day you became my pet froggie.
initially, i thought you were a toad
but you turned out to be the perfect green buddy.
and you know what, i have fallen very much in love with you from that day onwards...

i could still remember that day i was so hopping mad with you.
but how dare you croaked back and pretended there was nothing more you could do.

i know we can never be together for long.
i love you so much that is why i have to let you go.
sorry my dearest froggy.. .. good luck, good health, god bless you. ..
for the last time, pretend you are mine
... my darling, kiss me goodbye .....

my Flash moment

somewhere out there, from san francisco...
the 1st thing he asked was,"dirty" or "clean" ?.
CLEAN OF COS!!... duh
so it has been clean all throughout our almost a year of emails and msn convo,
beating geographical and time zone differences...

BUT THE PROBLEM IS:
i have no idea how he looks like.
for all i know, he could be a 92, about to meet The Maker, year old man or
a fat, couch-potato geezer or
a RTS (roam the street) hobo.
we do not do Fb with each other.
i tried to do some detective work using his name, surname and email address to look in Facebook but couldnt find a tinge of him.
for all i know, he could have given me a fictatious name....
................................................................................................
...................... oh dear.. not sounding good init ........

say Hi!!!

never like blogging

but

i need a place to rant my heart out

else

i'll go mad.

so

here i am,

blogging my heart out

with the

many issues that

had, have been & will be

bothering me.

at least, i know

this is a safe haven for me the "ranter"
to de-stress without ...

my family,

friends,

enemies,

colleagues,

ex-colleagues,

patients,

ex-patients

and

whoever or whatevernots

knowing my anger and angst...

shhhh...can you keep a secret?